Hey beautiful ladies!
Long time lurker (have posted once or twice before a long time ago). But over the past few months I have completely stopped watching Alex’s “content”, and it has done wonders for my mental health and body image. Last year I was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and then beat it, only to relapse less than a month later, so my life has just been utter hell. On top of everything and due to the constant being on steroids for 18 months, and not being able to work out like I used to, I have gained some weight. I use to wear around a size 8 but now I’m around a 12/14, and I am honestly so glad I cut Alex out of my life when I did because, I’m already depressed enough about gaining weight, I don’t need to see some fake confident bitch lie to my face and tell me she’s only one size larger than me, when I have already struggled with body dysmorphia and bulimia before I ever even came across her channel in the good ol’ days when she lived in her mom’s attic and not every single post was some cheesy infomercial trying to sell me shit. I cannot stand her. She is probably hurting so many young and impressionable girls, it’s so fucking sad. And can we also talk about the cat she had and then abandoned when she lived in Boston? Cause shit that gets me fired up.
This is a real size 14...
Also thinking about starting a YouTube channel chronicling my life as a cancer patient/survivor- being an “in-betweenie” sized girl, and the shit that I have to go through with that, plus losing weight as someone who is going through cancer treatment, and still being pumped with steroids? Sound interesting to anyone???
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