KimiNiMuneKyun wrote:Being Alex must be so mentally exhausting and expensive. Every time something unpleasant or uncomfortable happens in her life, she's gotta completely start from scratch: breaking leases, moving homes, buying all new furniture, new wardrobe, new haircut, etc. I really hope she's utilizing the hell outta her therapist if she even has one.
I could definitely see Alex and Alan somehow getting back together. Alex admitted herself that she's scared of change (LearningtobeFEARLESS where exactly?) and I get the impression that she is absolutely petrified of being alone. The thought of not having a partner or any children is a nightmare for her. So she'll take any man that will put up with her.
I know everyone was disagreeing with Alex saying she has a Type A personality, but I 100% see it.
Type A traits:
-Easily ‘wound up’ and tend to overreact (buying all new shit when her life goes wrong, that time she did a "scary" storytime about her mentally ill neighbor)
-A constant sense of urgency/ constant struggle against the clock (rushing to get married)
-Tend to be easily aroused to anger or hostility (gets pissed whenever someone comments or asks a question that isn't kissing her ass)
-Displaying anger, envy and a lack of compassion (Alex wants/ed to be one of those family channel YouTubers SO BADLY. I haven't seen any anger or lack of compassion from Alex, but she reeks of negativity.)
Genuinely, Alex doesn't seem like a happy person. I sense a lot of anger, resentment, and jealousy from her, and that's really sad for her. She tries hard to make it seem like she is a happy, positive, and upbeat person, but I don't think she is in reality. She seems like a recluse that doesn't actually like being around other people, except for those she's close with because she's insecure about her appearance, personality, and lack of social skills.
IDK dude, but here's my psychoanalysis of Alex while I procrastinate doing laundry and school assignments.
NAILED IT! She's also a Capricorn & they're notorious for displaying these traits as well. She just chalks it up to being fine & normal though. No, it's not. YOU ARE IN AN INDUSTRY THAT IS ALL ABOUT CRITICISM! Fucking learn to take it, learn from it, & most of all GROW. I'm so done with her. She's turning into all of the other trash can youtubers that have gone through a breakup & are trying to appeal sexy & blah blah...Essiebutton?! Yeah, she's horrid now too.